Long distance relationships are hard.
Period.
They're hard and complicated and confusing.
And it sucks.
Worst part is is that they make this girl mean. I get so overwhelmed with the annoyances of cell phone reception, constant instant message conversations, just the overall absence. And instead of becoming kinder and more sentimental, I hear myself becoming bitter, cynical, and down right mean.
We're only apart during the summer, and I do realize that we see each other often during those four months. But no matter how close together our visits and trips are, those days during the week wear on me and on our relationship. I hate it.
It becomes so confusing and makes me second guess myself. August can't come soon enough. I might lose it if we have another pointless disagreement over something that I created due to my frustration.
It's stupid. I'm sorry.
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